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Onto new topics… but first, more people to add to the “you rock” list ;)….

First off, thanks to Karissa Arnold for talking to me all the way from Germany 😉  Was a grand conversation and it was great to talk to you after such a long time of… not talking to you.  Thanks for the insights, and yes, it helped.  And also thanks to Elliot for the posts here on Xanga.  I’m sure I’ll talk to you about it eventually. 😉

Anyway, nobody worry about me being tooo terribly down if you are.  I am certainly capable right now of enjoying myself, going out, and having fun, and stuff like that.  Yeah, there is definately hurt there… and a lot of it… and I will be all right, whatever the outcome…. it is just a matter of whether or not I end up minus a friend, which would certainly not make me happy.

That being said, allow us to move on to another topic.  School starts today.  In fact, the first chapel of the year is in 30 minutes.  It should be good.  I woke up at 8 a.m. today for no apparent reason… it is really weird… I haven’t been able to sleep in recently.  Oh well, otherwise I would have woken up at 8:30 anyway… can’t very well skip the first day 🙂  Actually, really and truly, I want to go.  And after that I get a bit of a break before I have to go to my first 2 classes….  Western Civ at 12 and College Algebra at 1. Both very exciting classes 😉  Actually history is pretty interesting…  and Algebra is pretty easy… I don’t even know why they’re making me take it.  I would take a harder math class if they would just let me ;).  And they’re consecutive… so I can do it and have the whole day over with.  That was what I hated about last year… a class, hour break, another class, hour break, another class, hour break, etc, etc….  took forever to actually be done with classes 😉

[edit: oh!  i almost forgot about Jon.. he is also added to the list of people who rock ;)]

“Hello, good morning, how you do?
What makes your rising sun so new?
I could use a fresh beginning too
All of my regrets are nothing new.

So this is the way that I say I need You.
This is the way that I’m
Learning to breathe,
I’m learning to crawl.
I’m finding that You and You alone can break my fall.
I’m living again, awake and alive
I’m dying to breathe in these abundant skies.

Hello, good morning, how you been?
Yesterday left my head kicked in.
I never, never thought that
I would fall like that.
Never knew that I could hurt this bad.

So this is the way that I say I need You.
This is the way that I say I love You.
This is the way that I say I’m Yours.
This is the way, this is the way that I’m

Learning to breathe,
I’m learning to crawl.
I’m finding that You and You alone can break my fall.
I’m living again, awake and alive
I’m dying to breathe in these abundant skies.”

-“Learning to Breathe,” by Switchfoot