Monthly Archives: December 2003

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It’s funny how you get used to certain things and then when you don’t have them it drives you crazy.  like right now, i have been sitting here using this mouse and it’s like…  i try to hit the back button that i think should be on the side of it, and it isn’t there.  it is very depressing to have to right click and actually SELECT back.  ah… whatever shall I do.


Anyway, I am back at home, nice and safe and all that, but very very tired as a result of only 2 hours of sleep last night.  Yet I feel compelled to stay awake until when I would normally go to sleep.


Anyway, have a great day.

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i was at aubrey’s house.
it was pretty cool.

Tomorrow morning I fly home.  That will be pretty cool too.

Right now I am going to pack and then go to sleep for 2 or 3 hours.  Packing sucks, but sleeping is awesome.

See you tomorrow sometime probably if you are in MD

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well.. just 2 finals remain.
and 1 horrible night of working in the cafeteria remains.
i have to go take care of that night right now.
coming home on saturday.
i’m excited about that.

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so i have seen this on a few ppl’s sites now, so apparently it’s the thing to do, so i’m jumping on the bandwagon:

First real kiss: that one time
First job: Burger King!  oh yeah.
First
screen name: I honestly don’t remember.  I have used creation,
Crea, Alatar, Rain, Flood…  uhhh…?  I dunno. 
there’s more I’m sure.  And that doesn’t count names I use in
games and such.
First funeral: grandfather
First pet: Not
counting fish because they are lame, i had a rabbit, which, since i was
like 5 or 6 at the time, was named Thumper.
First piercing: tongue
First big trip: I think I went to FL when I was like 2.  maybe that was the first one.

Last big car ride: By “big” do you actually mean “long”, or do you
mean like.. the last time i rode in a big car?  If you mean the
latter, ummmm…  I don’t know.  If the former… 
Coming down here to school from MD
Last kiss: an infinite amount of time.
Last good cry: I dunno.  Awhile.
Last movie seen: The Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King

Last beverage drank: Coke
Last food consumed: sugar cookie
Last phone call: matt i think.
Last TV show watched: That 70’s Show
Last shoes worn: my black sketchers that i always wear since my sneakers started smelling bad.
Last CD played: Project 86 – Songs to Burn Your Bridges By
Last item bought: not counting food, a movie ticket to Return of the King.
Last
disappointment: Finding out I had a final today immediately after said
final was over 😉  but it’s ok, i can take it tomorrow he said.

Last soda drank: Coke already!
Last ice cream eaten: chocolate/vanilla swirl
Last shirt worn: well, I guess last means not counting the one I am wearing now.. so.. my Scum of the Earth shirt.

Wow, that was awesome.  I’m part of the “cool” “in” crown now.  That’s rip-your-face-off awesome. Rock it!

ummmm…..

bye.

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I read this just a minute ago. I thought it was really good. It was written by Aaron Weiss (of meWithoutYou):

“It is a peculiar stupidity that allows me to become so easily discouraged. my usual order of things: (1) pray for God’s guidance and wisdom (2) ignore or betray the convictions He gives me (3) charge or doubt Him because of the disorder and confusion in my life. is there peace in our hearts? are we not lying to ourselves and others, professing a faith we scarcely believe in? may God forbid we become comfortable here! but rather than seeking happiness we should value this restlessness. if we didn’t first feel the pain of a cut, what would prompt us to clean and wrap the wound, preventing infection or worse? this emotional pain of ours (if I may assume I’m not alone in my sadness), as with physical pain, is often a sign that something is wrong. rather than dress the wound, or even question the cause, don’t we choose spiritual numbness (entertainment, socializing, education or career ambitions…) and so decide not to feel the infection of our entire lives? this sickness or infection is disobedience and self-absorbtion, a lack of love for God and other people. I am sick with myself, and too much with this world. but there are certain moments, radiant with sorrow and pity, where my soul is set on fire by the love of Jesus! he does not avoid or deny the suffering of the world, but takes it upon himself in its most extreme. far from our mediocrity and compromise, his crucifixion challenges us to suffer wildly, dares us to love recklessly, even foolishly. my friends, when will we grow tired of mediocrity and compromise? God, forgive our selfishness. please soften our hearts and open our ears to your truth. let us die to oursleves, and give us a new and wonderful life. help us see You in those around us and show them the patience and gentleness You’ve shown us. let us love the unlovable as You have loved us. You are beautiful, just beautiful, my Lord!” -ajw

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ok so, i took my one final for the day.  it was in ethics… you
know.. that class… that… i never go to… except to take
tests?  yeah.  so our final was our shortest and easiest test
(which i found strange, because the notes for it were longer then any
previous test)…  but yeah.   knocked it out in like 20
minutes…  good deal.  now i have nothing tomorrow… and
then some stuff on thursday and friday… the end fast approaches.

geez… i want to see ROTK REAL bad….  13 hours is WAY to freaking long to have to wait.

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So here I sit, in the studio, in the editing suite, preparing to work on my audio project(s) which I should have done awhile ago.  Ah well.  Anyway, I am looking at this really really nice 19″ LCD screen… and well… I really want it.  I think they should donate it to my cause.  Oh well.


So hey, tomorrow night is Return of the King.  That’s awesome.


So…. yeah.  anyway, i think i will actually work on my stuff now.  so…. later 😉