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For all of you who are worried from my last post….  all 2 of you… don’t worry…. it looks like I’m going to pull through…  thanks to the wonderful doctors at Occupational Health Partners in Lakeland, FL.  They have saved me from certain death at the hands of merciless poisonous bugs.

Anyway, I went there, and they looked at it and were like “yep, it’s a massive bug bite all right.  Way to recognize that.”  and I said “yeah, I’m pretty observant.”  The end.

Not really, then I had to go and get this medicine that I was given a prescription for.  I still think it’s odd that I need prescription medicine for a stinking bug bite 😉  Anyway though….  I needed to find a pharmacy where my insurance would pay for the stuff…  more easily said then done…  according to United Healthcare (my insurance company)… on their website there is a “Pharmacy Online” section… which contains a thing that lets you search for a nearby pharmacy that accepts them…  You go to the little “site tour” thing, and it tells you all about it… it even shows you pictures of where it’s supposed to be… unfortunately… it is NOT THERE… ANYWHERE… I looked… for like an hour… but to no avail.

So anyway, eventually my parents finally called me and told me the places I could go.  And I went and got it.  And then I took it… and this morning… when I woke up… my bug bite had shrunk to normal size!  It was wonderful.

I also watched the movie Swimfan last night.  It was actually a lot better of a movie then I thought it would be…  but wait!  don’t go see it just yet.  This movie upset me moreso then I have been upset by a movie in a long time.  The events of the movie are so upsetting that NO ending could have satisfied me.  The amount of pain I wished inflicted on that girl knew no bounds.  And for those of you who have seen it… the scalpel scene…..  I just about flipped out.  If she had done that, I would have hit someone.

Also, the new Blindside cd is exceptional.

“as I recall when my stomach turned
and I was hiding away from myself
away from you
like nothing but something was terribly wrong
and I admit that I was only waiting for the right time (right time)
right moment for you to look away
though you never did I pretended for a while
so I could walk where I don’t belong

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful

but I know as they hammered those nails
into your beautiful hands
your eyes they tried to search for mine
but I look away
now your eyes are the only thing that can save me
I’m still afraid of them piercin’
you break into my prison
just pretended for a while
my soul is sad and I walk away

I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was too beaten
pitiful so pitiful

pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
pitiful
so pitiful

and I remember every word you said
but this time I won’t look away
and I remember every word you said
and this time I won’t look away

and I remember every word you said
come back in time come back
and I remember I was so beaten
pitiful so pitiful

and I remember every word you said (pitiful)
come back in time come back (pitiful)
and I remember I was too beaten (pitiful)
pitiful so pitiful”

“Pituful,” by Blindside