so today i got all the modules i was looking for for postnuke up and
running.  the site seems to be coming together wonderfully… and
i can’t wait till elliot is able to get a template done for it 🙂

keep checking darkestlight.org…  things should be up and running pretty soon.

on another note entirely, i came across this post that Chad (of further
seems forever) made on their forums, i thought it was interesting, and
that you might find it interesting too:

Ok! here it goes. It is the last week of June
and Cornerstone 04 is rapidly approaching. Jon and Steve come into town
for one week of practice before we go to c-stone and play the main
stage. I know that it is not going to be our greatest show but it sure
does feel great to be playing our new stuff live, and to just be
playing again in general.

So it is about 1 hour until we play
and I can already feel the tension rising. Standing on the stage during
sound check was really odd feeling. It was not at all intimate. It
feels so wierd to be in this situation once again. Just to be judged on
every action from how we look to what we wear all the way down to what
songs we play and how we greet people. I feel like an ant with some kid
trying to burn me with a magnifying glass. It’s wierd it is almost like
a welcome challenge. I almost can’t wait to move into the next phase of
my musical carreer. It almost seems that in 1 hour it will all change
and into the next phase we go. People will hate us and people will love
us. I guess such is the life!

Though when Jason joined the
band we recieved so much more ridicule I guess with the growing
popularity of “Chris Carrabba” some kids hate him so much they felt it
thier duty to like us all the more. I guess the difference between then
and now is that Jon has nothing to prove to anyone. Some kid said
something about finding an emo singer intead of a rock singer.
It is
so funny how little people actually know about what they have come to
love like “emo” music. Kids cry for emo siting Jon as a rock singer not
knowing that he helped mold the pattern for emo. It is so ironic it is
laughable. Well it is time to go rock.

Well I am glad that is
over. I think the show was rated about a “C”. Not good enough buy our
standards but great considering the lack of practice and it being Jon’s
second show (wich shouldn’t be an excuse). I have been hearing a lot of
mixed reviews of everything, and like I predicted some kids hated it
and some loved it and admired us for it. All I can do is make music I
love, and be happy doing so. We were all happy to get that out of the
way. I will say that I havn’t heard anything bad about the songs on the
sampler except for an e-mail I got, wich is funny because than the kid
e-mailed me back saying he was sorry and listened to the stuff more and
fell in love with the stuff. He then admitted to fearing change. I
really commend that guy for being able to admitt to us he made a
mistake, what a great quality to have!

It was great seeing so
many old friends and getting thier encouagement. I look around and seen
for so many years people come and go in this music scene and it is
always the ones who scream the loudest fade the quickest. How I admire
those people who love music so much they endure the days in the heat,
dust and rain just to hear some great music. The ones who don’t do it
for the scene points or that don’t have shagy hair, or white belts, or
years before hade bandannas and running shoes with the coolest band
shirt they never even heard, but the ones who always find a way to
enjoy. I met a lot of those people this year!

All and all
C-stone was fun but I had a great time hanging out with my bandmates,
what amazing people, each one in his own special way. I can’t wait
until people finally hear this record on August 24th.

-Chad”

so i hit a setback in getting some stuff setup on darkestlight.org last
night.  and the forum is broken, so if you have been there…
yeah.  it will be fixed eventually.  i need to be able to
login to my mysql admin so that i can fix it, and right now i can’t do
that.  so i’m hoping sometime tonight this guy’ll get that fixed
for me so that i can get it fixed.  i am anxious to have a site
up.  but even if it does work…  the site won’t really be
ready… heh.  anyway, i am really tired.  i woke up this
morning pretty early (for me anyway), and nick and i drove down to
ellicott city….. so… yeah.  that’s gonna be it for now.

i bought the new version of Project 86 – Songs To Burn Your Bridges By today.  the new songs are awesome.

later.

“These petals this blackened rose
in a soil all my own
shrouding your hallowed ground
like seeds who’ll never sow
Like forgery and larceny
and my ill-gained revelry
I recite these scripted lines
While embers of a different time…
Go drifting by

When every word you ever said came true
All I missed in all of this was you
Can you see
A shadow on me?
Calling me to leave.
Find in me a trace of you
In all this tragedy.
(Can you see the shadow lifting?
Drifting home again
You’re the only home I know)

These pieces
The shattered shards
Dancing in the moonlight
Glimering and glistening
Preparing me for the night
I never learned to walk
the surface on my own
So lately this ocean floor
has been feeling more like home

When every word you ever said came true

All I missed in all of this was you

Can you see

A shadow on me?

Calling me to leave.

Find in me a trace of you

In all this tragedy.

(Can you see the shadow lifting?

Drifting home again

You’re the only home I know)

So take me in these fleeting moments of solitude in you
Remove this sordid fascination with shadow and remove
This shattered self of preservation
This commitment to undo
All that you forgave
And all you promised to…”

-“A Shadow On Me,” by Project 86

that further seems forever post was really long.
apparently i am more defensive of them then i thought… haha

anyway, this is just to let you know that my time here on xanga will be somewhat shortlived.

last night i registered the domain darkestlight.org
it is being hosted by methanesea.com

so expect to see my site there soon.

Why Further Seems Forever Sucks Now

So I guess I’ve decided to jump on the bandwagon and join the Jon Bunch haters.  Here’s why:

Reason the first:  Jonathan Bunch can’t sing.   I mean,
this one is the most obvious… the guy can’t carry a tune worth
anything…  I mean really, my dog can sing better then this
guy.  They really should just pick up a bum off the street and pay
him to sing… he couldn’t be any worse.  I mean… who are these
“Sense Field” guys anyway?

Reason the Second:  He’s old.   I mean how old is this
guy anyway?  Late 50’s?  They might want to give him a walker
or something… i mean i thought the guy was going to die of a heart
attack or something….

Reason the Third:  No stage presence.  Watching this guy is like watching paint dry.  Really old paint, at that.

Reason the Fourth:  He’s not “scene” enough.  I mean… Chris
was emo, and Jason was hardcore….  this guy’s like… 
jean… jacket.. man….

Reason the Fifth:  He doesn’t sound like or have the same range as Chris Carabba.

Reason the Sixth: He doesn’t sound like or have the same range as Jason Gleason.

Reason the Seventh: He lives in California while the rest of the guys
live in FL, and has only been in the band for a total of about 2
months.  One of which was spent writing for and recording the new
album.

Reason the Eighth:  Cornerstone was only the second time he has
ever done a live show with Further Seems Forever, and the first time he
ever sang any of the old songs in front of a real audience, with the
one exception being The Moon Is Down.

maybe you can see where this is going, or maybe you can’t.  i know
some people are sarcasm impaired, so here… let me spell it out for
you….

1. Jon Bunch is actually a really good vocalist.  Go listen to a
Sense Field cd.  Download a copy of the pre-release of Hide
Nothing.  Give an honest listen to the clip of their C-stone show
at cornerstonefestival.com.  Keep in mind that there is a reason
that Sense Field did as well as they did, which, by the way, is far
better then Further Seems Forever has done thus far.

2.  He’s old compared to Jason Gleason.  He is actually
pretty much on par with the age of the rest of this band members (early
30’s).  This really has very little to do with talent and the like
anyway, but i mean hey, it’s one of the things I’ve heard said, so I
thought I’d throw it in there…

3.  While this is perhaps the most legitimate criticism of what I
heard, he really wasn’t that bad, all things considered, but from what
i have heard he was somewhat lacking in stage presence when in Sense
Field as well.  It would be nice if he were to be more energetic
in the shows, but I do not think that FSF’s success depends on it.

4.  Yeah… he’s really not very scene.  Then, neither is the
rest of Further Seems Forever.  The fact that they are no longer
fronted by a hot scene kid probably will make a good many people
dislike them.

5 &6.  Maybe you haven’t been listening to FSF long enough to
remember the switch from Carabba to Gleason.  I started listening
to them during the switch, and while I never saw Carabba live, I saw a
lot of Jason haters out there.  Lots of people saying how much he
sucked and could never compare to Chris.  The exact same things
that I hear about Jon now.  Jon is different from Jason, no doubt
about it, but Jason was different then Chris.  Further Seems
Forever will be good regardless.

7. Yeah, this is a real reason.  When you live on the opposite
side of the country from the rest of your band it’s probably somewhat
difficult to squeeze in practice time.  The guy hasn’t had enough
time to make these songs his own yet.

8. This reason follows from 7… twice he has performed with FSF. 
That’s it.  How can you hold a guy who has played 2 shows to the
same standard as a guy who played hundreds?  Did he miss
notes?  yes.  On the OLD songs, which he barely knows, and
which were written for people with entirely different vocal ranges then
himself.  Guess who else missed a lot of notes on songs when he
first joined the band…..  you got it, Jason Gleason.  He
doesn’t have near the range that Chris Carabba has (few people
do).  Gleason got better, but honestly, even at his most recent
shows he was unable to hit all the notes…  but people grew to
not care so much, and he learned to hide it better, or to adapt the
vocals to more suit his range…. this was him making the song his own,
and there is absolutely nothing wrong with it.  This is something
that Jon Bunch has not had time to do yet.  Also consider this:
When Gleason joined, he had only to learn about 12 songs (TMID, Justice
Previals, and Veangance Factor)…  Jon Bunch not only has to
learn about twice that many, he also had to write and learn 10 more,
thanks to the oh-so-loved Gleason’s departure.

As a random other reason that I just thought of… the sound was
actually really bad there….   like the mix was
horrible.  maybe it’s cuz it was main stage… i tend to remember
sound on main stage usually being kinda bad… maybe it was also
because they were opening for Blindside and POD.  These are big
bands… perhaps the blue mix strikes again.

Anyway, the reason why I write this is because I am amazed at how fickle people
can be.  I can understand if you didn’t love the show, to be
honest I was disappointed with how it turned out, I had high
hopes.  I guess I can understand leaving the show.  I
personally chose to stay and be supportive of them, largely because
Further Seems Forever is one of, if not my favorite, bands. 
People leaving didn’t tick me off, although I don’t think anything else
was really going on at the time…., so in that way i don’t
understand… i mean he wasn’t painful to listen to or anything… it
just wasn’t the best FSF show ever.  What ticked me off was people
screaming things like “Jon Bunch you suck” and the like.  Keep in
mind that if it were not for Jon Bunch Further Seems Forever wouldn’t
exist anymore at all.  You lose absolutely nothing by Jon Bunch
being in the band.  If you don’t like them anymore, it’s cool,
don’t go see them.  You wouldn’t even have the option if it
weren’t for him.  You still have the first 2 cds.  People
decided by about halfway through the moon is down (the second song
played, the first old song) that he sucked.  Honestly speaking,
that’s not really giving him a fair shot.  The people that
remained I don’t think even realized that he did an amazing job on New
Year’s Project, because their decision had already been made.

Anyway, having listened to the pre-release of Hide Nothing now, I think
that the cd will do really well, and, given the right promotion, etc,
Further Seems Forever will be likely to take off pretty well… which I
really hope happens, because they deserve it.  Anyway, this post
is way longer then I intended it to be.  Don’t take it personal if
you didn’t like their set.  But maybe you should check them out
again the next time they come through your town, because I really think
that they’re going to be something good.

Read the next post if you are wondering why this is posted here and not misthios.


so apparently misthios.net shall be no more.  if you are here you
have likely already noticed that… or else i guess you just neglected
to realize that i didn’t update here anymore or something…. 😉

anyway, i don’t know if i will write here much or anything…  i
am going to look into getting my own domain and hosting for my
site.  so hopefully i will have a cool site up again soon.  i
will probably even work on a new and improved design or
something.  but anyway, that’s it for now. leave some comments if
you feel like it.