Xanga Archive

so i hit a setback in getting some stuff setup on darkestlight.org last
night.  and the forum is broken, so if you have been there…
yeah.  it will be fixed eventually.  i need to be able to
login to my mysql admin so that i can fix it, and right now i can’t do
that.  so i’m hoping sometime tonight this guy’ll get that fixed
for me so that i can get it fixed.  i am anxious to have a site
up.  but even if it does work…  the site won’t really be
ready… heh.  anyway, i am really tired.  i woke up this
morning pretty early (for me anyway), and nick and i drove down to
ellicott city….. so… yeah.  that’s gonna be it for now.

i bought the new version of Project 86 – Songs To Burn Your Bridges By today.  the new songs are awesome.

later.

“These petals this blackened rose
in a soil all my own
shrouding your hallowed ground
like seeds who’ll never sow
Like forgery and larceny
and my ill-gained revelry
I recite these scripted lines
While embers of a different time…
Go drifting by

When every word you ever said came true
All I missed in all of this was you
Can you see
A shadow on me?
Calling me to leave.
Find in me a trace of you
In all this tragedy.
(Can you see the shadow lifting?
Drifting home again
You’re the only home I know)

These pieces
The shattered shards
Dancing in the moonlight
Glimering and glistening
Preparing me for the night
I never learned to walk
the surface on my own
So lately this ocean floor
has been feeling more like home

When every word you ever said came true

All I missed in all of this was you

Can you see

A shadow on me?

Calling me to leave.

Find in me a trace of you

In all this tragedy.

(Can you see the shadow lifting?

Drifting home again

You’re the only home I know)

So take me in these fleeting moments of solitude in you
Remove this sordid fascination with shadow and remove
This shattered self of preservation
This commitment to undo
All that you forgave
And all you promised to…”

-“A Shadow On Me,” by Project 86