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Well, my mood has changed.  Instead of the frustrated/ticked off mood i was in earlier i am now in sort of an emo mood.  yes, that’s right.  i am kind of sad and/or depressed.  Yeah, the new pic is my emo pic.  Anyway, i was a jerk to one of my best friends the past couple of days, due to things that were beyond her control.  And the things i got mad at her about were stupid.  It all stemmed from my having a bad day, and now I have caused her to be sad.  I am such as jerk it is unbelievable.  I hate it.  I wish there was something I could do :(…. I wish I wasn’t dumb enough to do this in the first place :(…….  This last part is to her….  she knows who she is….  I am so, so sorry….  I wish I could tell you how sorry I am…. :(.  I love you so much… I want nothing more then for you to be happy again and tell me you forgive me :(….  please tell me if there’s anything i can do to help heal this wound that I caused……….  🙁