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Sometimes I guess I just don’t know when to quit.  Here is is, 3 a.m., and I write another entry.  The time of the low point of my Circadian Rhythym has come.  It is now that I suffer for my choice to stay awake.  There is still time that I can go to sleep if I so choose, but I don’t know that I want to do that.

If you are just joining us now, I reccomend skipping down and reading these posts in reverse order, I think they will make a lot more sense that way…. just a humble suggestion… you can feel free to do it the other way too, but don’t blame me if it doesn’t work well…. I told you in advance.

So to continue my thoughts from where I left you last….what about conflicting goals?  I am going to be vague on this, because… well, I have my reasons :).  Anyway, A situation could possibly present itself down here next year that could be very confusing for me.  Because I would have to choose one way or the other…. between 2 different possibilities… but both possibilities would be extremely attractive to me… to be honest, I wouldn’t know which way to go.

Sometimes I just wish that God would tell me what to do.  Like, in actuality, I’m glad that most of the time He doesn’t… cuz you know.. that way I get to do what I want ;)…. but when it comes to something like this…  I wish He would.  Then I could just do it.. and I wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore.  Oh well, I guess you can’t have it both ways.

I have also narrowed down what my major/minor will be if I decide to stay here at Southeastern (kind of).  I either will Major in Communications and Minor in Ministry, or the reverse.  Probably the reverse.  Why?  Because I am going to go to Full Sail when I am done here, and get more then enough training in that area…. and you know.. then I’ll have a Major in another area… so that I could do something else entirely different.  But you know… I could change my mind again too.  I do that a lot.  Cause you know.. in thinking about it, music might not be a bad thing to major in either… provided i get good… lol.

Ahhh…  the confusion that is life :)…  At least most of the time it’s pretty entertaining….  otherwise it just wouldn’t be worth it 😉