Xanga Archive

Ok, so over the past couple of days my site has resumed sucking. I just haven’t really much felt like writing. But I guess I should, so here goes.

This week continues to be as last week was. Non-stop ups and downs… no consistent good or bad. Though… there is consistency in some areas… I’m not sure if I should complain about the lack of consistency or not… I don’t know for certain that I’d prefer a consistent bad. Anyway, it seems to me that it would only take a few very simple things to keep me happy… doesn’t seem like I want all that much… but i guess my expectations of life are too great, despite their apparent simplicities. At least for the time being. Granted, put into proper perspective, I don’t really have any serious problems at the moment. No life or death situations… nothing that is not going to be resolved given enough time. But even so, that does not make me any more happy about them.

But.. just, in general… things in life rarely work out exactly the way I would like them too. Usually they work out in a way completely different then in the way I would like them to. I think reality maybe has some kind of twisted vendetta against me, and wants to do everything in it’s power to make things contrary to how I want them to be. But then, I guess reality doesn’t actually have a will of its own, seeing as it is not a being and all… darn technicalities.

In other news: 14 days of school left (not including weekends). Also, Scum of the Earth (the church with the coolest name for a church I have ever heard) has updated the design on their website. Their is absolutely no info on the page at the moment, but the new design is really spiffy. Check it out: Scum of the Earth.

I continue to look for a place to move my writings site to… and/or await for Jon to get his thing set up so I can run it off of his server. Am considering maybe just purchasing a crosswinds account. It may be worth it just for the pop e-mail account. I hate webmail… and have been using it for far too long now.

Anyway, that’s it for now.

Godspeed.

-Jason