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Wednesday nights are normally my ‘go to bed between 7 and 8’ nights…. but… not tonight. I decided I would sacrifice my day of sleep to play a game of Monopoly with Elliot and Karen. It was a pretty quick game, considering Monopoly usually takes awhile. Elliot won. It was not a fair game. He landed on Free Parking and got $500 for it like every other turn. (you see, it’s things like that that turn people into official rules only fanatics)…Ah well. I lost first. It was very sad.

The downstairs of my house is really torn apart now. Like when we started playing monopoly… the foyer was completely intact… when we were done… the entire floor was ripped up. It is really weird to me to see it like that 😉 Speaking of which, I am really upset about the living room being momentarily gone from me. I come home every day… and want nothing more but to lay down on that couch…. and watch tv… but the couch is gone… and the tv is in another room… and then i become sad… maybe depressed even. I could watch a movie or something on the tv in it’s new ‘for a limited time only’ location…. but… it’s just not the same. That room isn’t as comfortable as the other room. I don’t know why.

Tomorrow I will get paid. And I will also get Knights of the Old Republic. I am pretty excited about that. But the whole being at work thing won’t be fun. I just have something against having to wake up at 5:40 a.m. just to go somewhere and be insanely bored until 5 pm…. 😉 I am contemplating maybe working friday if they want people to come in. This would help me to decide that I am not going to work that last week before I leave, as I would get extra money… good ‘ol time and a half…. I don’t know though. It is kind of a depressing thing to think about.

Regardless, I am going to sleep now. Have a great day.

-Jason


“I think I’ve seen every star in the sky tonight
removed from the city lights, has never seemed so bright
I know I shouldn’t believe a word you say.
I do anyway, cause I’m dumb like that.

And all the words I’ve given to you
When you smiled I thought that it meant something else.
You were just being yourself, being nice,
you’re always rather polite to me.

You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you
If I was scared of you then maybe I could leave
and if I walked away right now,
there would be nothing left for me to lose but doubt.

I Never fell so far for anyone before, never again I swore,
With you hope was restored. You Make me feel like I’ve been torn apart
I don’t like that at all. I’ve lost control

And all the words I’ve given to you, I poured my heart out into an empty
coffee
cup, you drank it up, & left me here to drown, alone.

You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you.
If I was scared of you, then maybe I could leave.
Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose
but I can’t lose you I can’t lose you

I think I’ve seen every star that I care to see,
but I don’t wanna leave. It hurts when you’re self deceived
I know I shouldn’t believe a word you say, I do it anyway, cause I’m dumb
like
that.

And all the words I’ve given to you
When you smiled I thought that it meant something else.
You were just being yourself, being nice, your always rather polite to me.

You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you
If I was scared of you then maybe I could leave
Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose
but doubt.
but doubt, but doubt.
there’s nothing left, there’s nothing left
for me to lose but doubt,
there’s nothing left, there’s nothing left
for me to lose but doubt,
there’s nothing left, there’s nothing left.”

-“Dumb Like That,” by Vroom