Due to a few complaints, I have decided to update my pic. So, you should see a new one over there. I hope you like it. It’s this new thing I’m trying out called “non-lit photography.” Actually, I had another pic, but when I uploaded it, I realized it looked like i was real pissed off in it. And my roomate is sleeping… so I can’t very well turn on the light… and… there you have it.
Last night, I was in a very reminiscent mood. I read through a bunch of old e-mails and xanga posts. It was a good time.
In doing so, I found a poem I wrote on here a long time ago, but that never got transferred over to my other website. Anyway, I modified it a little bit because reading it again I didn’t really like it all. And now I am going to repost it here because this way I can be lazy and not write anything really 😉
Here it is. For now, it will be called “Broken”, using my extremely lazy poem-titling method called “taking the first word and using it as the title”. Here it is:
“Broken, Fallen on the ground
Betrayed by my own desires
Looking in your eyes I’ve found
The burning warmth of olden fires
A failure here, these last years.
A life of futility.
Yet I sense a purpose here
Yet impossibility
What is it that your eyes see?
Vision blurred by streaming tears
I long to see them set free
See the light within so clear
But still a haze surrounds me
I need a hand to guide me
Thought I’d make it all alone
All my strength is overthrown
I’m broken, can I heal you?
I can’t leave you without hope
I feel your pain, burn me through
With this my weak heart can’t cope
Someday we may find a way.
Together we may pull through.
Though that is no hope for today
I pray you will make it true.”
You’re blue and you still look pretty pissed off. But it’s super. Good times.
papa smurf! actually, it’s a cool effect. you always were so talented in the poetry department.
bleed me blue
its about time to shave.