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why is that dumb picture of me still up? I don’t know. but it has been there way too long.

I just got out of work. It was long and annoying.

I get to buy plane tickets either tonight or tomorrow so i can come home for Christmas. For those wondering, I will be arriving on the 20th, probably in the afternoon sometime.

I got studio time reserved for my show. Now all I have to do is get crew together, which i will do tomorrow. oh yeah, and write up a script.

I have to go to chapel tomorrow, so i cna’t sleep in… but… it’s either that or pay a $20 chapel fine. While sleep is great, it is not worth $20.

Here is another poem… btw Luke, what you wrote in your comments in regards to the other poem is correct, but is only part of the entire meaning of the poem….

so anyway, he is this one, from the same book…. it comes at the very end…:

“On this very day I fell apart
Before Heaven
On a sandy knee
Knowing that the desert
Isn’t where I want to be
I have been here long enough
Father
I am ready for the oasis
To become reality
To drink the wine, the water
Straight from your cup
Instead of only dreaming
Of the day
The rain will come
I would like to ask you all
To forgive me
For giving in so many times
Time and time again
I just don’t have any strength left
To continue with the burden on my own
But I know
In the end
The only thing worth fighting for
Aching for
Debating for
Screaming for
Awaking in the morning for….

Is Heaven
And the friend who awaits us
Let these pages serve as a reminder
That the deepest pit is only a lesson
To prove that eternity
Is on the horizon”

-“And Last, But Not Least…,” by Andrew Schwab