All right, so for some reason my right index finger is like… injured in some way. Like last night when it was going to sleep… at one point i put my hand like under my head… and it stinking hurt. like it felt like my finger was broken. It’s not. but… for a second there is felt like it was. anyway, it is really stiff, and it hurts to move it certain ways…. and is difficult to type. and yet i do it anyway. haha… though i am already adapting to leave that finger out of my typing ;)…. i just wish i knew what exactly happened to it, because i have no recollection of doing anything to it.

So… one more day… one more day…. 😉

that is all, for now.

So I chose my monologue for my acting class based on the fact that it reminded me of Donnie Darko. Because it too, makes reference to Cellar Door.

So then I was like.. hey… I wonder what other movies the guy that wrote/directed Donnie Darko has done. I discovered that that is absolutely none… but… apparently there is one in the works… called “Knowing.” There is not very much info on it around at the moment (at least, not that I’ve found) but… check this out.

Later.

“All around me are familiar faces
Worn out places, worn out faces
Bright and early for their daily races
Going nowhere, going nowhere
And their tears are filling up their glasses
No expression, no expression
Hide my head I want to drown my sorrow
No tommorow, no tommorow

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
‘Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very
Mad World

Children waiting for the day they feel good
Happy Birthday, Happy Birthday
Made to feel the way that every child should
Sit and listen, sit and listen
Went to school and I was very nervous
No one knew me, no one knew me
Hello teacher tell me what’s my lesson
Look right through me, look right through me.

And I find it kind of funny
I find it kind of sad
The dreams in which I’m dying
Are the best I’ve ever had
I find it hard to tell you
‘Cos I find it hard to take
When people run in circles
It’s a very, very
Mad World”

-“Mad World,” by Gary Jules

So yeah… Elliot wins the prize. The song was in fact “Sunshines, and I Don’t Care” by Veronica. This is slightly surprising, for no reason other then because I would have thought Jason Brown would have gotten it… but oh well.

I have a new mailbox number. For some reason they felt it was necessary to change our numbers. I used to be 2. It was a good number. We had some good times, box 2 and I. But we have been stripped apart. They have now given me box # 61. 61? what the crap is that? Where is my beloved #2? This is crap. I am highly irate.

However, arriving in box # 61 today SHOULD be my new CD-RW. And arriving in box # 61 later this week should be my wonderful new cell phone. I will then be able to call you on it. After 9 or on the weekends, of course.

Not arriving in my e-mail box today was an e-mail I was told was sent last night. That was fairly disappointing. I hate it when I am told an e-mail was sent to me but then the e-mail never makes it to me. It is like… something I should know, but don’t know. What was meant to be said to me? I have no way of finding out. You see my dilemma.

Perhaps it will be resent to me, or I will find out through other means. I don’t know.

I think I might clean my room today. By room, I mean my closet, as well as this room out here where I am presently sitting. It is rather messy at the moment. That is a bad thing. In case you didn’t know.

I have done nothing but ramble on this entire post… so umm.. i think I’m going to stop now, because it’s pretty pointless.

I leave you with another Veronica song… I won’t make you guess this time….

bye bye then.

” i’ll never ask her for today
she said it best when she walked away
all those times can be
all those times are memories

i heard this once before
she left me wanting more
if ever there was a doubt
you said to me
just remember that love is no guarantee
(love is no guarantee)

the day is over and so are we
the sun is setting on top of me
one more time, one kiss
there must me something more to this

i heard this once before
she left me wanting more
if ever there was a doubt
you said to me
just remember that love is no guarantee
(love is no guarantee)

la la la la la la la”

-“Love Is No Guarentee,” by Veronica

I love this song… name it, and win… my undying respect for your incredible taste in music:

“You don’t know what I like
Everything comes and goes
And I don’t even know
this time is it real or is it show?

I love you, I feel you
Sometimes I don’t believe you’re there
I need you, I need you right now

You wanted to be my enemy
I don’t even know this time
It’s killing me…”