{"id":792,"date":"2002-03-13T19:36:48","date_gmt":"2002-03-14T00:36:48","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=792"},"modified":"2002-03-13T19:36:48","modified_gmt":"2002-03-14T00:36:48","slug":"792","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=792","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Well, my mood has changed.  Instead of the frustrated\/ticked off mood i was in earlier i am now in sort of an emo mood.  yes, that’s right.  i am kind of sad and\/or depressed.  Yeah, the new pic is my emo pic.  Anyway, i was a jerk to one of my best friends the past couple of days, due to things that were beyond her control.  And the things i got mad at her about were stupid.  It all stemmed from my having a bad day, and now I have caused her to be sad.  I am such as jerk it is unbelievable.  I hate it.  I wish there was something I could do :(…. I wish I wasn’t dumb enough to do this in the first place :(…….  This last part is to her….  she knows who she is….  I am so, so sorry….  I wish I could tell you how sorry I am…. :(.  I love you so much… I want nothing more then for you to be happy again and tell me you forgive me :(….  please tell me if there’s anything i can do to help heal this wound that I caused……….  \ud83d\ude41<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Well, my mood has changed.  Instead of the frustrated\/ticked off mood i was in earlier i am now in sort of an emo mood.  yes, that’s right.  i am kind of sad and\/or depressed.  Yeah, the new pic is my emo pic.  Anyway, i was a jerk to one of my best friends the past … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/792"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=792"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/792\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=792"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=792"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=792"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}