Sometimes I guess I just don’t know when to quit. Here is is, 3 a.m., and I write another entry. The time of the low point of my Circadian Rhythym has come. It is now that I suffer for my choice to stay awake. There is still time that I can go to sleep if I so choose, but I don’t know that I want to do that.<\/P>
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If you are just joining us now, I reccomend skipping down and reading these posts in reverse order, I think they will make a lot more sense that way…. just a humble suggestion… you can feel free to do it the other way too, but don’t blame me if it doesn’t work well…. I told you in advance.<\/P>
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So to continue my thoughts from where I left you last….what about conflicting goals? I am going to be vague on this, because… well, I have my reasons :). Anyway, A situation could possibly present itself down here next year that could be very confusing for me. Because I would have to choose one way or the other…. between 2 different possibilities… but both possibilities would be extremely attractive to me… to be honest, I wouldn’t know which way to go.<\/P>
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Sometimes I just wish that God would tell me what to do. Like, in actuality, I’m glad that most of the time He doesn’t… cuz you know.. that way I get to do what I want ;)…. but when it comes to something like this… I wish He would. Then I could just do it.. and I wouldn’t have to worry about it anymore. Oh well, I guess you can’t have it both ways.<\/P>
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I have also narrowed down what my major\/minor will be if I decide to stay here at Southeastern (kind of). I either will Major in Communications and Minor in Ministry, or the reverse. Probably the reverse. Why? Because I am going to go to Full Sail when I am done here, and get more then enough training in that area…. and you know.. then I’ll have a Major in another area… so that I could do something else entirely different. But you know… I could change my mind again too. I do that a lot. Cause you know.. in thinking about it, music might not be a bad thing to major in either… provided i get good… lol.<\/P>
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Ahhh… the confusion that is life :)… At least most of the time it’s pretty entertaining…. otherwise it just wouldn’t be worth it \ud83d\ude09<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
Sometimes I guess I just don’t know when to quit. Here is is, 3 a.m., and I write another entry. The time of the low point of my Circadian Rhythym has come. It is now that I suffer for my choice to stay awake. There is still time that I can go to sleep if … Continue reading <\/span>