{"id":721,"date":"2002-04-13T02:48:51","date_gmt":"2002-04-13T06:48:51","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=721"},"modified":"2002-04-13T02:48:51","modified_gmt":"2002-04-13T06:48:51","slug":"721","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=721","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>ok, so I don&#8217;t understand how the new picture that is there ended up there.&nbsp; I attempted to upload an entirely different picture&#8230; but&#8230; you know.. oh well&#8230; what can you do, right?&nbsp; So I decided, there must be some reason why it came up instead of what I wanted.&nbsp; Perhaps it is for some divine plan.&nbsp; What divine plan requires use of that picture I do not know, but nonetheless, it is there, and it remains.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>I don&#8217;t know why I am thinking about this, but for some reason the concept of perspective is in my mind right now.&nbsp; Like&#8230;&nbsp; one event, that 4 different people all experience&#8230;.&nbsp; it&#8217;s the same exact thing, but every single person remembers it differently.&nbsp; It&#8217;s weird, and mental state has like a huge impact on your perspective.&nbsp; Like if you&#8217;re depressed, everything is remembered in a negative light.&nbsp; If you&#8217;re happy, everything is remembered in a positive light.&nbsp; That&#8217;s why it&#8217;s hard to get out of a bad day and whatnot.&nbsp; I think if people could learn to control their perspective a little better, they would be a lot better off.&nbsp; If you choose to see things positively, I think you will find much more happiness in small things.&nbsp; Personally, I&#8217;m at kind of a 50\/50 point&#8230;..&nbsp; about half the times I&#8217;m seeing things positively, the other half negatively.&nbsp; That&#8217;s far too much seeing things negatively&#8230; so I&#8217;ll definately be working on that.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>I also need to work on sleeping rather then staying up endlessly. \ud83d\ude09<\/P><br \/>\n<P>On that note&#8230; \ud83d\ude09<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>ok, so I don&#8217;t understand how the new picture that is there ended up there.&nbsp; I attempted to upload an entirely different picture&#8230; but&#8230; you know.. oh well&#8230; what can you do, right?&nbsp; So I decided, there must be some reason why it came up instead of what I wanted.&nbsp; Perhaps it is for some &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=721\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=721"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/721\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=721"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=721"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=721"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}