{"id":631,"date":"2002-06-24T13:52:16","date_gmt":"2002-06-24T17:52:16","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=631"},"modified":"2002-06-24T13:52:16","modified_gmt":"2002-06-24T17:52:16","slug":"631","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=631","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>6 days to cornerstone&#8230;<\/P><br \/>\n<P>&#8220;If Jesus Christ is true, <BR>then I am mostly lies.<BR>If Jesus Christ is love,<BR>Then I have failed to try.<BR>If Jesus Christ is life,<BR>Then please, just let me die.<BR>Let&#8230; this&#8230; die&#8230;&#8221; -fif<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Ever since the first time I heard those lines of that song, I thought they were great.&nbsp; Yeah, the song&#8217;s been out for awhile now&#8230; you&#8217;d think if I was going to write anything about it I would have done it long ago by now, but&#8230; that&#8217;s ok.&nbsp; I have nothing else to write about, and in listening to it just a moment ago I decided I would write about it.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>The song is called Eulogy.&nbsp; If you want full lyrics click here.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Now, what I want to try to write about more then just what the song is about, is how I can really identify with a lot of the aspects of it, especially the lines that I quoted&#8230; which, of course, is why I quoted them rather then other lines ;).<\/P><br \/>\n<P>To me, the song is about being normal, and everyone thinking you&#8217;re something great, something above the norm.&nbsp; Then of course you try to live up to those expectations.&nbsp; You try to be the perfect Christian, or whatever.&nbsp; And a lot of the time you can succeed in at least putting up the appearance&#8230;. but you aren&#8217;t, you can&#8217;t be.&nbsp; Eventually you will screw up, and when you do, the people that were holding you up to be great are very likely to stumble (&#8220;the murky sea is black \/ so dismal and so deep \/ millstones rocket through the dark \/ into it&#8217;s icy keep \/ a resting place for broken ships \/ a cemetery for the humble \/ no one&#8217;s here to make you stumble&#8221;).&nbsp; It&#8217;s like you try so hard to &#8220;be an example&#8221; and everything, but you just can&#8217;t&#8230;.&nbsp; and you know you can&#8217;t, and so there&#8217;s humility there.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>And I think that the part I quoted earlier, really deals with this being an example, trying to show people Christ&#8217;s love without becoming a substitute of Christ to them.&nbsp; People need to understand that you are not any different then they are.&nbsp; You do stupid things, you mess up, you hurt people.&nbsp; And it&#8217;s all very true&#8230;. compared to the truth of Jesus Christ, I am mostly lies&#8230; and compared to His love, I haven&#8217;t even tried.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>I think it&#8217;s a pretty frustrating thing when you can&#8217;t get a person to see past you to the One that enables you to live as you do.&nbsp; &#8220;If Jesus Christ is Life, then please just let me die.&#8221;<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Yeah, I can identify with a lot of what he was feeling when he wrote that song&#8230;.<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>6 days to cornerstone&#8230; &#8220;If Jesus Christ is true, then I am mostly lies.If Jesus Christ is love,Then I have failed to try.If Jesus Christ is life,Then please, just let me die.Let&#8230; this&#8230; die&#8230;&#8221; -fif Ever since the first time I heard those lines of that song, I thought they were great.&nbsp; Yeah, the song&#8217;s &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=631\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/631"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=631"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/631\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=631"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=631"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=631"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}