{"id":619,"date":"2002-07-19T10:05:09","date_gmt":"2002-07-19T14:05:09","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=619"},"modified":"2002-07-19T10:05:09","modified_gmt":"2002-07-19T14:05:09","slug":"619","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=619","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>yeah, i&#8217;ve been a bum and haven&#8217;t been updating.&nbsp; i&#8217;m sorry, i don&#8217;t know why&#8230; i just haven&#8217;t been feeling inspired \ud83d\ude42&nbsp; sorry to anyone who&#8217;s been disappointed \ud83d\ude09&nbsp; anyway, i still don&#8217;t feel like writing, so i&#8217;m not going to at the moment&#8230; but i might later today.&nbsp; no promises tho&#8230; for now, i leave you with this:<\/P><br \/>\n<P>&#8220;Set out to find a love, to live a life<BR>To stay awake and clean and pure<BR>And never allow the burdens<BR>And excess of this place to harm you<BR>Like all the rest of those sent here before you<BR>But somehow, somewhere along the way<BR>A scar was sown inside of you<BR>And you thought it was an isolated thing until<BR>Life pushed on and you noticed that the scars were too many.<BR>To count and let go because hate is a part of you<BR>So what happened to the innocent face you once knew?<BR>Now it&#8217;s just a reflection of this place.<BR>And you pray and beg that someday you&#8217;d escape.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>What if I told you that you didn&#8217;t have to stay?<BR>What if I told you that peace is real?<BR>What if you heard that there was a better way?<BR>Would you come home if you knew the way?&#8221;<\/P><br \/>\n<P>-&#8220;Twenty-Three,&#8221; by Project 86<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>yeah, i&#8217;ve been a bum and haven&#8217;t been updating.&nbsp; i&#8217;m sorry, i don&#8217;t know why&#8230; i just haven&#8217;t been feeling inspired \ud83d\ude42&nbsp; sorry to anyone who&#8217;s been disappointed \ud83d\ude09&nbsp; anyway, i still don&#8217;t feel like writing, so i&#8217;m not going to at the moment&#8230; but i might later today.&nbsp; no promises tho&#8230; for now, i &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=619\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/619"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=619"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/619\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=619"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=619"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=619"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}