{"id":593,"date":"2002-09-04T10:54:58","date_gmt":"2002-09-04T14:54:58","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=593"},"modified":"2002-09-04T10:54:58","modified_gmt":"2002-09-04T14:54:58","slug":"593","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=593","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

Ok, so monday night I did not sleep AT ALL (not by choice, I tried sleeping after making my post, and could not).   And so yesterday was kind of rough.  Trying to stay awake and alert during times I needed to be… and trying to get in a little bit of sleep when I could.<\/P>
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So yeah… lack of sleep = not good.<\/P>
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I don’t even know why I’m posting this… I have absolutely nothing of value to say at the moment \ud83d\ude09<\/P>
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oh, and I was just listening to this song again for the first time in awhile earlier… and I have decided that it is brilliant…<\/P>
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“Blessed is the man who does prevail
Doomed are the peacemakers when they fail
If hope springs eternal, it never does here
I guess I lost all my hope last year

I tried to steal the moon from the sky…

I am lost and lonely, adrift in space
My dreams are haunted by your face
Many years ago on this day
The earth moved away as I stayed in place

And I’m still waiting…

Binary star
I love you more by far
Than this whole world of things untrue
If only I could say I love you


Blessed are the meek, they shall inherit
The right to stumble and to fall and perish
Blessed are the drifters, the stars that die
Whose light expires before goodbye

I tried to steal the moon from the sky…

They break like waves on the shore
And still these words mean nothing more
And in the dark I climb the slope
The bravest thing of all is always hope

And I’m still waiting…

Binary star
I love you more by far
Than anything in this world untrue
If only I could say I love you


Binary star
I love you more by far
Than all the things of this world untrue
If only I could say I love you

If only I could say I love you

If only I could say I love you<\/STRONG> “<\/P>
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-“Binary,” by Brave Saint Saturn<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

Ok, so monday night I did not sleep AT ALL (not by choice, I tried sleeping after making my post, and could not).   And so yesterday was kind of rough.  Trying to stay awake and alert during times I needed to be… and trying to get in a little bit of sleep when I could. … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/593"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=593"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/593\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=593"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=593"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=593"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}