{"id":591,"date":"2002-09-07T12:44:38","date_gmt":"2002-09-07T16:44:38","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=591"},"modified":"2002-09-07T12:44:38","modified_gmt":"2002-09-07T16:44:38","slug":"591","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=591","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p><P>For all of you who are worried from my last post&#8230;.&nbsp; all 2 of you&#8230; don&#8217;t worry&#8230;. it looks like I&#8217;m going to pull through&#8230;&nbsp; thanks to the wonderful doctors at Occupational Health Partners in Lakeland, FL.&nbsp; They have saved me from certain death at the hands of merciless poisonous bugs.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Anyway, I went there, and they looked at it and were like &#8220;yep, it&#8217;s a massive bug bite all right.&nbsp; Way to recognize that.&#8221;&nbsp; and I said &#8220;yeah, I&#8217;m pretty observant.&#8221;&nbsp; The end.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Not really, then I had to go and get this medicine that I was given a prescription for.&nbsp; I still think it&#8217;s odd that I need prescription medicine for a stinking bug bite \ud83d\ude09&nbsp; Anyway though&#8230;.&nbsp; I needed to find a pharmacy where my insurance would pay for the stuff&#8230;&nbsp; more easily said then done&#8230;&nbsp; according to United Healthcare (my insurance company)&#8230; on their website there is a &#8220;Pharmacy Online&#8221; section&#8230; which contains a thing that lets you search for a nearby pharmacy that accepts them&#8230;&nbsp; You go to the little &#8220;site tour&#8221; thing, and it tells you all about it&#8230; it even shows you pictures of where it&#8217;s supposed to be&#8230; unfortunately&#8230; it is NOT THERE&#8230; ANYWHERE&#8230; I looked&#8230; for like an hour&#8230; but to no avail.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>So anyway, eventually my parents finally called me and told me the places I could go.&nbsp; And I went and got it.&nbsp; And then I took it&#8230; and this morning&#8230; when I woke up&#8230; my bug bite had shrunk to normal size!&nbsp; It was wonderful.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>I also watched the movie Swimfan last night.&nbsp; It was actually a lot better of a movie then I thought it would be&#8230;&nbsp; but wait!&nbsp; don&#8217;t go see it just yet.&nbsp; This movie upset me moreso then I have been upset by a movie in a long time.&nbsp; The events of the movie are so upsetting that NO ending could have satisfied me.&nbsp; The amount of pain I wished inflicted on that girl knew no bounds.&nbsp; And for those of you who have seen it&#8230; the scalpel scene&#8230;..&nbsp; I just about flipped out.&nbsp; If she had done that, I would have hit someone.<\/P><br \/>\n<P>Also, the new <A href=\"http:\/\/www.blindside-silence.com\" target=_new>Blindside<\/a> cd is exceptional.<br \/>\n<P>&#8220;as I recall when my stomach turned <BR>and I was hiding away from myself <BR>away from you <BR>like nothing but something was terribly wrong <BR>and I admit that I was only waiting for the right time (right time) <BR>right moment for you to look away <BR>though you never did I pretended for a while <BR>so I could walk where I don&#8217;t belong <BR><BR>I remember every word you said <BR>come back in time come back <BR>and I remember I was too beaten <BR>pitiful so pitiful <BR><BR>but I know as they hammered those nails <BR>into your beautiful hands <BR>your eyes they tried to search for mine <BR>but I look away <BR>now your eyes are the only thing that can save me <BR>I&#8217;m still afraid of them piercin&#8217; <BR>you break into my prison <BR>just pretended for a while <BR>my soul is sad and I walk away <BR><BR>I remember every word you said <BR>come back in time come back <BR>and I remember I was too beaten <BR>pitiful so pitiful <BR><BR>pitiful <BR>pitiful <BR>pitiful <BR>pitiful <BR>so pitiful <BR><BR>and I remember every word you said <BR>but this time I won&#8217;t look away <BR>and I remember every word you said <BR>and this time I won&#8217;t look away <BR><BR>and I remember every word you said <BR>come back in time come back <BR>and I remember I was so beaten <BR>pitiful so pitiful <BR><BR>and I remember every word you said (pitiful) <BR>come back in time come back (pitiful) <BR>and I remember I was too beaten (pitiful) <BR>pitiful so pitiful&#8221;<\/P><br \/>\n<P>&#8220;Pituful,&#8221; by Blindside<\/P><\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>For all of you who are worried from my last post&#8230;.&nbsp; all 2 of you&#8230; don&#8217;t worry&#8230;. it looks like I&#8217;m going to pull through&#8230;&nbsp; thanks to the wonderful doctors at Occupational Health Partners in Lakeland, FL.&nbsp; They have saved me from certain death at the hands of merciless poisonous bugs. 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