{"id":556,"date":"2002-10-25T03:26:06","date_gmt":"2002-10-25T07:26:06","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=556"},"modified":"2002-10-25T03:26:06","modified_gmt":"2002-10-25T07:26:06","slug":"556","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=556","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Welp, no continuance of the dream happened.  Disappointed?  yes.  Surprised?  not really.  I&#8217;m not really sure it&#8217;s even possible for that to happen.  It certainly never has for me before ;).  Stupid subconcious.<BR><BR>Sometimes certain topics can get run into the ground&#8230;. and just get very, very old \ud83d\ude09  I have seen one of such recently.  Just thought I&#8217;d complain.  I&#8217;m not going to tell you what it is \ud83d\ude42<BR><BR>So I visited good &#8216;ol www.Christianburner.com again today.  I seem to be making all kinds of friends.  Generally, I find them to be pretty non-attentive to what I actually say.  Apparently anyone who believes that Christianity could be true is a complete idiot, yet all other religions should be uplifted.<BR><BR>Feel free to check out their message boards (just go to the site and follow the links) and check out what has been said.<BR><BR>Check this out&#8230;. still untitled, but I decided I care about meter after all \ud83d\ude09  I also made some modifications because I realized some parts were stupid \ud83d\ude09<BR><BR>Enjoy.  It is still untitled so far.<BR><BR><BR>Broken, Fallen on the ground<BR>Betrayed by my own desires<BR>Looking in your eyes I&#8217;ve found<BR>The burning warmth of old fires<BR><BR>A failure here, these last years.<BR>A life of futility.<BR>Yet I sense a purpose here<BR>Yet impossibility<BR><BR>What is it that your eyes see?<BR>Vision blurred by streaming tears<BR>I long to see them set free<BR>See the light within so clear<BR><BR>But still a haze surrounds me<BR>I need a hand to guide me<BR>Thought I&#8217;d make it all alone<BR>All my strength&#8217;s been overthrown<BR><BR>I&#8217;m broken, can I heal you?<BR>I can&#8217;t leave you without hope<BR>I feel your pain, burn me through<BR>With these my weak heart can&#8217;t cope<BR><BR>Someday we may find a way.<BR>Together we may pull through.<BR>I know, slim hope for today<BR>I pray you will make it true.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Welp, no continuance of the dream happened. Disappointed? yes. Surprised? not really. I&#8217;m not really sure it&#8217;s even possible for that to happen. It certainly never has for me before ;). Stupid subconcious.Sometimes certain topics can get run into the ground&#8230;. and just get very, very old \ud83d\ude09 I have seen one of such recently. &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=556\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/556"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=556"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/556\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=556"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=556"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=556"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}