{"id":488,"date":"2003-02-24T22:06:33","date_gmt":"2003-02-25T03:06:33","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=488"},"modified":"2003-02-24T22:06:33","modified_gmt":"2003-02-25T03:06:33","slug":"488","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=488","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"

sometimes…. i hate me.

“And If I could teach the world to be..
I\u2019d teach them all to be something just like me.
Frustrated, bitter, depressing.
Perfect \u2013 As if my wings were like yours
But I\u2019m falling down.
And if you could hold your tongue long enough..
You\u2019d see that all I am is love, but I don\u2019t like me.
I despise me.
Perfect \u2013 As if my wings were like yours
But I\u2019m falling down.
Perfect \u2013 As if my wings were like yours
But I\u2019m falling down.
It\u2019s a disease they\u2019ll never have a cure for.
You\u2019re the only way to dry my eyes.
It\u2019s a disease, they\u2019ll never have a cure.
But I\u2019m the on whose wrong. I\u2019m the one who cries.
It\u2019s a disease, they\u2019ll never have a cure for.
It\u2019s a disease, they\u2019ll never have a cure.
But I\u2019m the on whose wrong. I\u2019m the one who cries.
I cry \u2013 I despise me.”

-“August Winterman,” by Dead Poetic<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"

sometimes…. i hate me.“And If I could teach the world to be..I\u2019d teach them all to be something just like me.Frustrated, bitter, depressing.Perfect \u2013 As if my wings were like yoursBut I\u2019m falling down.And if you could hold your tongue long enough..You\u2019d see that all I am is love, but I don\u2019t like me.I despise … Continue reading <\/span> →<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/488"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=488"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/488\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=488"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=488"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=488"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}