{"id":416,"date":"2003-07-16T21:58:57","date_gmt":"2003-07-17T01:58:57","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=416"},"modified":"2003-07-16T21:58:57","modified_gmt":"2003-07-17T01:58:57","slug":"416","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=416","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Wednesday nights are normally my &#8216;go to bed between 7 and 8&#8217; nights&#8230;.  but&#8230; not tonight.  I decided I would sacrifice my day of sleep to play a game of Monopoly with Elliot and Karen.  It was a pretty quick game, considering Monopoly usually takes awhile.  Elliot won.  It was not a fair game.  He landed on Free Parking and got $500 for it like every other turn.  (you see, it&#8217;s things like that that turn people into official rules only fanatics)&#8230;Ah well.  I lost first.  It was very sad.<BR><BR>The downstairs of my house is really torn apart now.  Like when we started playing monopoly&#8230; the foyer was completely intact&#8230; when we were done&#8230; the entire floor was ripped up.  It is really weird to me to see it like that \ud83d\ude09  Speaking of which, I am really upset about the living room being momentarily gone from me.  I come home every day&#8230; and want nothing more but to lay down on that couch&#8230;. and watch tv&#8230; but the couch is gone&#8230; and the tv is in another room&#8230; and then i become sad&#8230; maybe depressed even.  I could watch a movie or something on the tv in it&#8217;s new &#8216;for a limited time only&#8217; location&#8230;. but&#8230;  it&#8217;s just not the same.  That room isn&#8217;t as comfortable as the other room.  I don&#8217;t know why.<BR><BR>Tomorrow I will get paid.  And I will also get Knights of the Old Republic.  I am pretty excited about that.  But the whole being at work thing won&#8217;t be fun.  I just have something against having to wake up at 5:40 a.m. just to go somewhere and be insanely bored until 5 pm&#8230;. \ud83d\ude09  I am contemplating maybe working friday if they want people to come in.  This would help me to decide that I am not going to work that last week before I leave, as I would get extra money&#8230; good &#8216;ol time and a half&#8230;.  I don&#8217;t know though.  It is kind of a depressing thing to think about.<BR><BR>Regardless, I am going to sleep now.  Have a great day.<BR><BR>-Jason<BR><BR><BR>&#8220;I think I&#8217;ve seen every star in the sky tonight<BR>removed from the city lights, has never seemed so bright<BR>I know I shouldn&#8217;t believe a word you say.<BR>I do anyway, cause I&#8217;m dumb like that.<BR><BR>And all the words I&#8217;ve given to you<BR>When you smiled I thought that it meant something else.<BR>You were just being yourself, being nice,<BR>you&#8217;re always rather polite to me.<BR><BR>You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you<BR>If I was scared of you then maybe I could leave<BR>and if I walked away right now,<BR>there would be nothing left for me to lose but doubt.<BR><BR>I Never fell so far for anyone before, never again I swore,<BR>With you hope was restored. You Make me feel like I&#8217;ve been torn apart<BR>I don&#8217;t like that at all. I&#8217;ve lost control<BR><BR>And all the words I&#8217;ve given to you, I poured my heart out into an empty <BR>coffee<BR>cup, you drank it up, &#038; left me here to drown, alone.<BR><BR>You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you.<BR>If I was scared of you, then maybe I could leave.<BR>Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose<BR>but\u00a0I can&#8217;t lose you\u00a0I can&#8217;t lose you<BR><BR>I think I&#8217;ve seen every star that I care to see,<BR>but I don&#8217;t wanna leave. It hurts when you&#8217;re self deceived<BR>I know I shouldn&#8217;t believe a word you say, I do it anyway, cause I&#8217;m dumb <BR>like<BR>that.<BR><BR>And all the words I&#8217;ve given to you<BR>When you smiled I thought that it meant something else.<BR>You were just being yourself, being nice, your always rather polite to me.<BR><BR>You let me down again, when you ignored the things I said to you<BR>If I was scared of you then maybe I could leave<BR>Cause if I walked away right now, there would be nothing left for me to lose<BR>but doubt.<BR>but doubt, but doubt.<BR>there&#8217;s nothing left, there&#8217;s nothing left<BR>for me to lose but doubt,<BR>there&#8217;s nothing left, there&#8217;s nothing left<BR>for me to lose but doubt,<BR>there&#8217;s nothing left, there&#8217;s nothing left.&#8221;<BR><BR>-&#8220;Dumb Like That,&#8221; by Vroom<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Wednesday nights are normally my &#8216;go to bed between 7 and 8&#8217; nights&#8230;. but&#8230; not tonight. I decided I would sacrifice my day of sleep to play a game of Monopoly with Elliot and Karen. It was a pretty quick game, considering Monopoly usually takes awhile. Elliot won. It was not a fair game. 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