{"id":363,"date":"2003-10-11T01:50:53","date_gmt":"2003-10-11T05:50:53","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=363"},"modified":"2003-10-11T01:50:53","modified_gmt":"2003-10-11T05:50:53","slug":"363","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=363","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>Due to a few complaints, I have decided to update my pic.  So, you should see a new one over there.  I hope you like it.  It&#8217;s this new thing I&#8217;m trying out called &#8220;non-lit photography.&#8221;  Actually, I had another pic, but when I uploaded it, I realized it looked like i was real pissed off in it.  And my roomate is sleeping&#8230; so I can&#8217;t very well turn on the light&#8230; and&#8230; there you have it.<\/p>\n<p>Last night, I was in a very reminiscent mood.  I read through a bunch of old e-mails and xanga posts.  It was a good time.<\/p>\n<p>In doing so, I found a poem I wrote on here a long time ago, but that never got transferred over to my other website.  Anyway, I modified it a little bit because reading it again I didn&#8217;t really like it all.  And now I am going to repost it here because this way I can be lazy and not write anything really \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>Here it is.  For now, it will be called &#8220;Broken&#8221;, using my extremely lazy poem-titling method called &#8220;taking the first word and using it as the title&#8221;.  Here it is:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Broken, Fallen on the ground<br \/>Betrayed by my own desires<br \/>Looking in your eyes I&#8217;ve found<br \/>The burning warmth of olden fires<\/p>\n<p>A failure here, these last years.<br \/>A life of futility.<br \/>Yet I sense a purpose here<br \/>Yet impossibility<\/p>\n<p>What is it that your eyes see?<br \/>Vision blurred by streaming tears<br \/>I long to see them set free<br \/>See the light within so clear<\/p>\n<p>But still a haze surrounds me<br \/>I need a hand to guide me<br \/>Thought I&#8217;d make it all alone<br \/>All my strength is overthrown<\/p>\n<p>I&#8217;m broken, can I heal you?<br \/>I can&#8217;t leave you without hope<br \/>I feel your pain, burn me through<br \/>With this my weak heart can&#8217;t cope<\/p>\n<p>Someday we may find a way.<br \/>Together we may pull through.<br \/>Though that is no hope for today<br \/>I pray you will make it true.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Due to a few complaints, I have decided to update my pic. So, you should see a new one over there. I hope you like it. It&#8217;s this new thing I&#8217;m trying out called &#8220;non-lit photography.&#8221; Actually, I had another pic, but when I uploaded it, I realized it looked like i was real pissed &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=363\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=363"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/363\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=363"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=363"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=363"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}