{"id":355,"date":"2003-10-20T02:43:40","date_gmt":"2003-10-20T06:43:40","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=355"},"modified":"2003-10-20T02:43:40","modified_gmt":"2003-10-20T06:43:40","slug":"355","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=355","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this a few weeks ago, for some reason I decided I feel like sharing it here&#8230; it&#8217;s not really done.  It&#8217;s something I wrote with the intention of going back and changing later&#8230; meaning it mostly is just what i wrote in a stream of thought, without taking any time to think about it ;)&#8230;  If you don&#8217;t understand parts of it&#8230; tough ;).  anyway, here it is:<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;Silence.<br \/>An illusion.<br \/>Silence without,<br \/>Is screaming within.<br \/>Pleading to be released.<br \/>A tormented vision of what once was,<br \/>or of what may never be.<\/p>\n<p>I looked into your gaze once,<br \/>and in it, saw your beauty.<br \/>And just as quicky you looked away,<br \/>And it was gone.<\/p>\n<p>I followed for awhile,<br \/>Seeking your attention.<br \/>Jumping in your path,<br \/>Just to feel your presence.<\/p>\n<p>You would smirk, or laugh,<br \/>Embrace me for a moment,<br \/>And then you&#8217;d turn and carry on,<br \/>Not knowing, or not caring,<br \/>All I wanted was to be with you.<\/p>\n<p>In every passing moment,<br \/>you passed further from my gaze.<br \/>And under a setting sun,<br \/>I lost you to the horizon.<\/p>\n<p>I saw your gaze again one day<br \/>The beauty still remained.<br \/>But it was not alone.<br \/>To see it&#8217;s company,<br \/>Both joy and sorrow abound.<br \/>For what has been lost,<br \/>and what has been found.<br \/>And though I am alone,<br \/>I am not alone.<br \/>I am seperated.&#8221;<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I wrote this a few weeks ago, for some reason I decided I feel like sharing it here&#8230; it&#8217;s not really done. It&#8217;s something I wrote with the intention of going back and changing later&#8230; meaning it mostly is just what i wrote in a stream of thought, without taking any time to think about &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=355\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/355"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=355"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/355\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=355"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=355"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=355"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}