{"id":325,"date":"2003-12-03T23:14:15","date_gmt":"2003-12-04T04:14:15","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=325"},"modified":"2003-12-03T23:14:15","modified_gmt":"2003-12-04T04:14:15","slug":"325","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=325","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>you know those days when you hate absolutely everything that has anything at all to do with the female gender?  yeah, you know what i&#8217;m talking about.  you&#8217;d rather vomit then have to be around or talk to a female.  yeah.  today isn&#8217;t one of those days.  it&#8217;s kind of like the opposite.  i would very much like one of them right now.  no reason in paticular i guess, i just was thinking that when i was walking around outside earlier.  it would have been nicer to be walking around with some girl.  but unfortunately, girls don&#8217;t like me.  and i only like girls who end up liking someone else&#8230; so i can&#8217;t ever even really try to convince them that they like me, because first they have to become convinced that they don&#8217;t like that other guy.  it is a sad, sad life.  i don&#8217;t know why i&#8217;m writing this, it&#8217;s dumb.  but hey.  maybe a girl will read this and like me out of pity.  there&#8217;s always a chance I guess.  And I am always willing to take pity.<\/p>\n<p>But really I am just really tired, and so I started doing too much thinking, which is never a good thing.<\/p>\n<p>So remember to sleep more and think less.<\/p>\n<p>Godspeed.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>you know those days when you hate absolutely everything that has anything at all to do with the female gender? yeah, you know what i&#8217;m talking about. you&#8217;d rather vomit then have to be around or talk to a female. yeah. today isn&#8217;t one of those days. it&#8217;s kind of like the opposite. i would &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=325\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/325"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=325"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/325\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=325"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=325"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=325"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}