{"id":321,"date":"2003-12-08T01:07:29","date_gmt":"2003-12-08T06:07:29","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=321"},"modified":"2003-12-08T01:07:29","modified_gmt":"2003-12-08T06:07:29","slug":"321","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=321","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>I actually finally bought my plane tickets.  I will arrive in MD at 12:17 PM on Dec. 20th.  It will be awesome.<\/p>\n<p>I will be doing my show for advanced tv on tuesday.  I still need to get a few more people for crew, cuz some of the people that I asked are unable to.  I also need to get a script done, which I was supposed to do tonight but I procrastinate real bad, so it didn&#8217;t get done, though I did get some stuff done that needed to be done.  I will do it tomorrow.<\/p>\n<p>This week is the last week of classes, then finals are the week after.  I&#8217;m pretty excited about that.  Not finals.. I hate finals.  But, you know&#8230; getting to go home.  I am done with this semester.  I just want a break, and then a new one.<\/p>\n<p>Also, I&#8217;m real glad I didn&#8217;t buy the new POD album.  I just listened to it and it sucks real bad.  I didn&#8217;t like a single song on it.  He forgot that he&#8217;s supposed to scream until like the last track&#8230;  and he can&#8217;t really sing too well, so that didn&#8217;t help.  But even if he had, it still would suck bcause of poor song structure and lyric quality.  The fact that the album is selling so well completely baffles me.  I really have to say there is no redeeming value to the album at all.  Sorry if you like it.. but&#8230;  I&#8217;d have to say I hate it \ud83d\ude09<\/p>\n<p>Anyway&#8230; I really like this song&#8230; because&#8230;  well, read it.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;It&#8217;s New Years Eve and I&#8217;m full of empty promises,<br \/>I half pretend to keep this time, just like last year.<br \/>The band is loud and I&#8217;m wandering the shadows,<br \/>wishing I was never here.<br \/>I persevere.<br \/>A crowded room, these whitewashed tombs,<br \/>they raise their glasses high, they kiss the past goodbye.<\/p>\n<p>This New Years Eve, I&#8217;m waiting for tomorrow.<br \/>My heart is on my sleeve,<br \/>and yes I still believe, <br \/>this New Years Eve,<br \/>will turn out better than before,<br \/>I&#8217;m holding on, still holding out,<br \/>until they close the door&#8230; on me.<\/p>\n<p>It&#8217;s New Years Eve and I feel my insecurities,<br \/>are haunting me like ghosts, this sinking quicksand.<br \/>And then with thunderous praise and lofty adoration,<br \/>a second passes by, yet nothing changes.<br \/>I hate my skin, this grave I&#8217;m standing in.<br \/>Another change of years, and I wish I wasn&#8217;t here.<\/p>\n<p>A year goes by and I&#8217;m staring at my watch again,<br \/>and I dig deep this time,<br \/>for something greater than I&#8217;ve ever been,<br \/>life to ancient wineskins.<br \/>And I was blind but now I see.<\/p>\n<p>This New Years Eve, something must change me inside,<br \/>I&#8217;m crooked and misguided, and tired of being tired.<br \/>This New Years Eve, I&#8217;m waiting for tomorrow.<br \/>My heart is on my sleeve, and yes I still believe, in You.&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>-&#8220;New Years Eve,&#8221; by Five Iron Frenzy<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I actually finally bought my plane tickets. I will arrive in MD at 12:17 PM on Dec. 20th. It will be awesome. I will be doing my show for advanced tv on tuesday. 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