so i hit a setback in getting some stuff setup on darkestlight.org last
\nnight. and the forum is broken, so if you have been there…
\nyeah. it will be fixed eventually. i need to be able to
\nlogin to my mysql admin so that i can fix it, and right now i can’t do
\nthat. so i’m hoping sometime tonight this guy’ll get that fixed
\nfor me so that i can get it fixed. i am anxious to have a site
\nup. but even if it does work… the site won’t really be
\nready… heh. anyway, i am really tired. i woke up this
\nmorning pretty early (for me anyway), and nick and i drove down to
\nellicott city….. so… yeah. that’s gonna be it for now.<\/p>\n
i bought the new version of Project 86 – Songs To Burn Your Bridges By today. the new songs are awesome.<\/p>\n
later.<\/p>\n
“These petals this blackened rose
\nin a soil all my own
\nshrouding your hallowed ground
\nlike seeds who’ll never sow
\nLike forgery and larceny
\nand my ill-gained revelry
\nI recite these scripted lines
\nWhile embers of a different time…
\nGo drifting by<\/p>\n
When every word you ever said came true
\nAll I missed in all of this was you
\nCan you see
\nA shadow on me?
\nCalling me to leave.
\nFind in me a trace of you
\nIn all this tragedy.
\n(Can you see the shadow lifting?
\nDrifting home again
\nYou’re the only home I know)<\/p>\n
These pieces
\nThe shattered shards
\nDancing in the moonlight
\nGlimering and glistening
\nPreparing me for the night
\nI never learned to walk
\nthe surface on my own
\nSo lately this ocean floor
\nhas been feeling more like home<\/p>\n
When every word you ever said came true<\/p>\n
All I missed in all of this was you<\/p>\n
Can you see<\/p>\n
A shadow on me?<\/p>\n
Calling me to leave.<\/p>\n
Find in me a trace of you<\/p>\n
In all this tragedy.<\/p>\n
(Can you see the shadow lifting?<\/p>\n
Drifting home again<\/p>\n
You’re the only home I know)<\/p>\n
So take me in these fleeting moments of solitude in you
\nRemove this sordid fascination with shadow and remove
\nThis shattered self of preservation
\nThis commitment to undo
\nAll that you forgave
\nAnd all you promised to…”<\/p>\n
-“A Shadow On Me,” by Project 86<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
so i hit a setback in getting some stuff setup on darkestlight.org last night. and the forum is broken, so if you have been there… yeah. it will be fixed eventually. i need to be able to login to my mysql admin so that i can fix it, and right now i can’t do that. … Continue reading <\/span>