{"id":154,"date":"2005-01-31T09:40:32","date_gmt":"2005-01-31T14:40:32","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=154"},"modified":"2005-01-31T09:40:32","modified_gmt":"2005-01-31T14:40:32","slug":"154","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=154","title":{"rendered":""},"content":{"rendered":"<p>\ngah&#8230; I hate 8 a.m. classes&#8230; they are so&#8230;.. annoying \ud83d\ude42&nbsp; I<br \/>\njust hate waking up to the sound of my alarm clock, I guess.&nbsp; I<br \/>\nwanted to hurt someone when I woke up today.&nbsp; Real bad.<\/p>\n<p>At any rate, now that I am awake I have decided to remain that way and<br \/>\nspend a little bit of time updating this and writing e-mails and such,<br \/>\nrather then going back to my room to sleep&#8230;.&nbsp; which now that I<br \/>\nam writing about it sounds like a better option&#8230; \ud83d\ude1b<\/p>\n<p>My finger had been being dumb ever since like&#8230;&nbsp; Friday night..<br \/>\nor saturday morning&#8230; or something&#8230; it is weird.&nbsp; I didn&#8217;t do<br \/>\nanything to it, but it hurts to bend it, and it&#8217;ll like&#8230;&nbsp; kinda<br \/>\njump when i bend and straighten it&#8230; and like i can feel the tendon or<br \/>\nwhatever get tight or something i guess&#8230;.&nbsp; it annoying.&nbsp;<br \/>\nespecially since it has no reason to be that way.&nbsp; But I figure,<br \/>\nit injured itself, it can heal itself&#8230; so.. yeah.<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;I was thinking it&#8217;s a sign that the freckles<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>in our eyes are mirror images and when<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>we kiss they&#8217;re perfectly aligned<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>and I have to speculate that god himself<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>did make us into corresponding shapes like<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>puzzle pieces from the clay<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>and true, it may seem like a stretch, but<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>its thoughts like this that catch my troubled<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>head when you&#8217;re away when I am missing<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>you to death<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>when you are out there on the road for<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>several weeks of shows and when you scan<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>the radio, I hope this song will guide you<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>home <\/p>\n<p>they will see us waving from such great<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>heights, &#8220;come down now,&#8221; they&#8217;ll say<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>but everything looks perfect from far away,<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>&#8220;come down now,&#8221; but we&#8217;ll stay&#8230; <\/p>\n<p>I tried my best to leave this all on your<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>machine but the persistant beat it sounded<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>thin upon listening<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>and that frankly will not fly. you will hear<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>the shrillest highs and lowest lows with<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>the windows down when this is guiding<br \/>\n<\/p>\n<p>you home&#8221;<\/p>\n<p>-&#8220;Such Great Heights,&#8221; by The Postal Service<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>gah&#8230; I hate 8 a.m. classes&#8230; they are so&#8230;.. annoying \ud83d\ude42&nbsp; I just hate waking up to the sound of my alarm clock, I guess.&nbsp; I wanted to hurt someone when I woke up today.&nbsp; Real bad. At any rate, now that I am awake I have decided to remain that way and spend a &hellip; <a href=\"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/?p=154\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\"><\/span> <span class=\"meta-nav\">&rarr;<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":[],"categories":[1],"tags":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/154"}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=154"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/154\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=154"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=154"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/darkestlight.org\/xanga\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=154"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}